Yet again I haven't seen you at all...I tried to look on the bright and I still know your busy, but... I feel like the strength I tried to muster is once again fading away I feel like everything is falling apart around me, I've tried to contact you yet theres nothing, did I hurt you too much? was I too horrible? do you hate me now? Is there someone ( Read more... )

this week I did alot of training, because Maru's been out of town and I had nothing else to do except training, because i've still not...oh well that's mnot the point apperrently I worked to hard and put stress on my ribs that made it more easily broken...I went to the hospital and they're keeping me under observation until I can have a surgery to ( Read more... )

Guys sorry this week is more of a note to someone then a diary but it has to be done ( Read more... )

everything has been so quiet lately...rather lonely too, bur since the sports day and the wedding it seems like summer has made everyone lapse into a coma...probably me too...what have I been doing ( Read more... )

today I ran off too the beach with Nakamaru, I thought it was what he needed most was to get far away from century for a little bit, I also needed to talk to him about several things...

I also will share a few details of what happened when I went with Joonie to my parents home, I've chosen not to inherit  yet...though you want to take care of me ( Read more... )

I went and visited my parents with Joon...I'm not sure if the desicion I made was the right one but I guess I'll only know with time...I hope it will be the right one after all your my destiny right? so I'll try not to say hurtful things...and I won't tel lyou not to hang out with him...and I won't hold you back from the wonderful things i'm sure ( Read more... )

Joonie your finally back!!!! they say that distance makes the heart grow fonder well I believe that's true, while you were gone I thought of you it seemed like every second, and even now that carries over now that your back...I feel like a housewife lol so what would you like for your meal dear? I promised myself when I heard about your diet that i ( Read more... )

recently I've been super energetic, super genki, super everything! I've been boxing alot I tihnk my muscles have gotten bigger and I've gotten less skinny,maybe now I won't look so tiny compared to Joonie


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I went out with Maru-kun and we both crosseddressed as geisha~ I had so much fun really it'd been awhile since I acted like such a dork.
Also Maru-kun I found a scooter for you that I think you'll like, I'll teach you how to ride it so if your stressed otu come find me and we'll have fun ne :)

Again this week Joon sent me some pictures from ( Read more... )